First Holiday season...

Well, during November I have three kids' birthdays plus mine so essentially I am broke this month but I don't care.We  can't take it with us now can we? Besides that watching the smile on their faces is way fun.My daughter is fifteen going on thirty, or so she thinks.My ten year old just wants video games and the five year old is pretty much the same, except wanting damn mcdonald's all the time. It' amazing the little things you learn from your kids here and there, they can take you by surprise.Other times they keep you alive.
I am a packrat from hell, so finding the christmas tree and decorations was a nightmare in itself. I figured I better get it done while I had a few days off, so my daughter helped me,and she hung up all the lights. I LOVE the dollar store, and found some spicy wonderful candles to burn to start some holiday spirit in the house. I know I get some time off during christmas, wich I am thouroughly looking forward to.This new job I got is taking some adjusting, but when I score that four dollar an hour raise it will make it worth it for damn sure.
I start thinking about my dad this time of year more so, and it's not easy.He always made a big deal out of holidays and taught us kids to cherish family and being together.He died a few years ago and it demolished my heart literally. Too much for words.
In my random spittle of thoughts, I MAY go try to write something or pick up a book.Stephen King of course, and I have a few of them so we will see.I really should clean...bullshit I think I'll try to write. I am a lazy ass by nature I guess.