If I had it my way yet again, my house would be spotless and organized.I am somewhat of a slob,not a dirty pig mind you, just not a real neat and tidy person-didn't used to be that way.Perhaps I just get tired of cleaning shit that people just destroy ten minutes later. I used to be an organizing fool, right down to every sock in the house. Things CHANGE after about seven kids...you just flat don't give a shit about socks anymore, and just keeping the house straightened up at all is a miracle.
I would spend much of my time in Mexico or Hawaii if I could, on a sandy beach with my toes in the sand...people keep pissing me off and this will happen sooner than expected...yep.
I would gladly be poor as hell as long as I had that ocean at my feet, feeling the warm breeze and spray of the ocean in my face.I would be as dark as a candybar and not give a thought to anything.That's what being on a tropical island does to a person.It releases their soul.
I am rambling, but that's how my brain works, so hopefully I will be able to gather thoughts up so that they make some damn sense,but if not, at least I wrote it down right? Right! HAHAHAHA!!
I think here in a bit I will score me some cigs (hopefully fingers crossed) and then retire to my spot-listen to some Florence and the Machine-perhaps some white rabbit.I need to get my damn mojo back.Lost it about a year ago, and have been a shell ever since.Long story.But for right now, I will finish up a few impending things.And perhaps eat again....BAHAHAHAHA!! Oh what the hell, I'm old and maried,not looking for a hot date.
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