Well, shit. My days of spending time with the family are over for a little while.Not too happy about that whatsoever.I miss my kids SOOO much with this swingshift shit, I am waiting for the other half to get a goddamned job so I can stay home with my kids.Shall I hold my breathe?? Better not. The economy sucks shit right now.I am NOT a happy camper on that matter....!@#$$%^!!!!!!!!!!! Yep.
BUT on the other hand, I am' trying to keep my holiday cheer for my children mostly, but for my own sanity as well.I have decided to take christmas candies with me to work and coffee sweetened just like I like it to work.This will put a little pleasure in the night and a smile on my face,whatever it takes. Beyond that, my job is...shit...that would take to long to explain.
I am lucky to have one, so I better shut my mouth on it and just grow the hell up a bit.I just wish I got to see my kids more that's all. I will more than likely play my private jukebox that I have in my head like I always do, and look forward to a four dollar and hour raise hopefully.Gotta keep plugging along for my family, that is what it's all about, not my constant whining.Good god. But for now I will go pick up my adorable four year old-soon to be five come friday-and enjoy his little company before I head out.He heals alot of aching in this heart of mine for sure, I love the shit out of that kid.He never lets his mom down.
But I'm pretty sure if he had to choose between mcdonald's and pizza over me I would LOSE....HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
No comments:
Post a Comment