Well hell!! It's been a long time since I have had any interest on getting on here that's for sure. I have had waaaay too much going on to take any time at all-and I miss just jotting down a few things, it's healthy I think.
I am one of the chosen ones for having an "imbalance"-or whatever you call it. It makes me very exhausted all the time, and just getting out of bed is a damned chore from hell  and so is everything else. No matter how much I slept, it was never enough.Then there was the emotional shit. Good god. I'd just be sitting there, and get all emotional and upset for nothing.Anxiety. What a tasty treat to have...NOT. Get so worked up you actually get sick to your stomach and literally want to die. For people that say it's all choice to be that way, they can shove it right UP THEIR ASSES. This shit is real, and it's really really shitty.
I feel much better now....hehehehe. Thank God for my Dr.
On the lighter side, I feel like reading again. I enjoy reading, especially scary and horror stories, and true ones as well. I got a collection of stories on my kindle-was pretty excited just to feel like reading.One was actually about killer plastic sacks....really? WTF? Who writes about killer plastic sacks? Not trying to act like my shit don't stink, but it was indeed silly. Needless to say, it didn't scare me to grabe a plastic sack out of the cupboard, or even a ziploc baggie. Silly gooses. Read a good zombie one though, I love zombie shit.
I haven't finished a story I started writing some months ago, and feel guilty but I will get it done one of these days. Shit, I haven't typed in so long-feels weird!
I miss my friend. I miss her sense of humor and her intellectual stimulation that I always get from her. She is my hero.Literally. She would say pffffft to that , but she knows she's the shit.
Well, I have more chinese food to shove in my face, it's nice to like food again.
Stay optomistic I say, you never know if a cat will shit on your lawn. HEHEHEHEHE!!!